Do you ever feel like crying? A lot? The crying we experience is sometimes just feeling lost. Like God is —————-> way over there somewhere, and you’re <—————- way over here. The hardest part to go through is feeling stranded in no man’s land. Crossing over is difficult, dry, alone and confusing, but God is preparing to bring you across, even if you wail like a spiritual baby. Understanding that NO place is going to be OK for a long time. Home isn’t…
The times when you can’t hear from God, and don’t know what to do, those are the times when the heart is being tested. And you can’t know that because the heart doesn’t know it. Of course, then you start grasping, making up things, and hunting for some kind of an answer, when there really is none during that time. He is just trying and testing the heart, so you can move on. He really does care, and has your…
Depression is the shadow of loss. It’s caused by the loss of who you are, your identity and everything you’ve learned and experienced from the old life. It’s being felt because nothing yet has replaced what has been taken. What part of the spiritual journey is the hardest? The death part. “So, what do I do now?” someone asks. Wait. On. God. And when it feels like there is no light, wait longer. In a dream, I was told to go to a train station and wait (metaphorically speaking). Well, I did…