Do you ever feel like crying? A lot? The crying we experience is sometimes just feeling lost. Like God is —————-> way over there somewhere, and you’re <—————- way over here. The hardest part to go through is feeling stranded in no man’s land. Crossing over is difficult, dry, alone and confusing, but God is preparing to bring you across, even if you wail like a spiritual baby. Understanding that NO place is going to be OK for a long time. Home isn’t where you want to be, work isn’t where you want to be, so there’s no place on earth to really want be. This is what brings about our long, slow process of surrendering.