You will find that as you relinquish how you used do things, which is just another old pattern or habit, that creativity will make things a whole lot more fun and interesting, for you and those around you. When you are conscious of self-rule, all actions will be judged as right or wrong, setting up the believer for torment about what was or wasn’t done. A change of behavior is not the answer because the faulty nature remains hidden, along with its habits, rituals and beliefs. The truth brings freedom and the Spirit then becomes responsible for all movement. Endure the temporary sufferings that lead to freedom. Freedom has a higher purpose and it will take some time to get accustomed to walking without personal motivations, even when activities seem to be founded on a good moral doctrine. Remember, you are free when your spirit is free. More on The Spiritual Journey here.