Sometimes you need spiritual growth more than you need a miracle. How does a person learn and grow? When you find the path that will help you develop what it is that you truly desire. Everything else is cycles of ignorance brought about by traveling the wide road that offers many different choices and many different options. Stand still and admit that you are not who you want to be, nor are you where you want to be. God already knows this, but He wants you to come to that realization. Once you can admit it to Him, then you can be taught. Then, rather than continuing on the same wide road, make a conscious effort to quit following the impulses of the old nature. Only then, can you really see the true way to walk, learn and develop the traits and characteristics that God possesses. You cannot follow both paths. You must decide and apply all your efforts to continue in that direction, and then you will begin to recognize the path, the way to realize all you’ve been praying for.